Still down and out

The last little while, I have been pretty ill, and things have been pretty crappy. I just haven't had the energy to blog. It's really sucked, since I have supposed to have hung out with Jen and Fairy a lot, but I just...I don't know, don't really feel "there"? I feel boring, bored and tired all the time, despite the fact I usually manage to sleep, what, 10-12 hours a day? My anxiety is getting so much worse, and I just feel like everyone is criticising me, even though they aren't, and are making no indications of it.

My eyesight was horrible this morning. Four five or six hours, I couldn't see anything except for stuff that applied to my reading glasses, and for about two hours before Shaun left for his first night of work since we moved, I couldn't move because I felt like I was being stabbed in the abdomen.

I feel like I'm letting people down and I don't know why. I feel like a total waste of space at the moment, with no job, no prospects and no money. I can't seem to focus on anything, for any amount of time. I miss Tilly and Delilah and the kittens so much, and I won't ever see them again.


I don't know what to do anymore. I hope I can get back to blogging soon. You guys always made me feel better before.

 

Oh Miss Cat, Where Have You Been?

Why, I went back in time, to visit Queen!

By which I mean I've been staying inside, trying to escape from the heat. Leaving my room has become literally life-threatening. I can't go out for more than a few minutes before I start having muscle spasms. Mr. Growlithe has been taking very good care of me in the meantime.

Hope you all had a fabulous new years. We tried to, but then Fairy fell asleep so we just sort of went to bed. It's okay though!

Hopefully, this friday, Fairy, myself, Nemo and Jen are going to the Illamasqua stall to use up my 15% off coupons. :3 I will actually UPLOAD some photos to post for you guys, as I currently have a cameraful that are waiting to be posted.

Hopefully the heat will pass soon, my health will be improved and I can get back to regular posting. <3

Hello Interblags, This Is Your Cat

Hey you lot. Things have been hectic the past week or so! On Sunday, Growlithe and I went to Sydney, where we spent the afternoon in Luna Park, and then on Monday, we caught the train back to Melbourne! My Illamasqua and Morgana Minerals mix powder foundation lasted my two-hour nap on Growlithe's lap using Shaun as a pillow.

The train ride was great! Really quiet, beautiful countryside and all!

However, Tuesday sort of really sucked. Because I hadn't eaten for days, pretty much, I managed to get extremely ill that day. That day was also the day we had to go to Ikea to buy a bed. So Growlithe went upstairs to make a purchase, and I laid on the couch in the foyer (they have those for your convenience. I love ikea!). After about fifty minutes, I lumbered to the bathroom to violently throw up. But my makeup was still in place - I tweeted this about an hour later, touting it to be a christmas miracle. I felt a lot better, and went to find Growlithe.


And there, between the bedsheets and the flat-packed bathrooms were....some goths! I wish I had gotten a picture, these girls were gorgeous! I turned quite red when one of them complimented me. I also found a small fluffy white rat toy, which I brought home.

We came home, where we slept in the lounge, since our bed wasn't delivered til the next day. One of our housemates, Mini, was really worried about me, because I wasn't hungry! What a sweetheart.

We put our bed together yesterday, and I outfitted it in some awesome candystripe sheets, which I did think to photo before we laid down and trashed it by being wiggly. Unfortunately I can't upload it right now. </3 Soons, my pets, with all my photos of the baby kittens~! (Speaking of which, my babies need homes. Anyone want to share their homes with my awesome cats?)

Today we lazed around and did household chores. Not much happened - mostly Minecraft and we watched some more of hour Hatventures: Skylands urtoob series we're into. Growlithe went out and bought a kettle, too, and a powerboard so we can play our wii - or as we call it, our Woo. Along with a "goff woo remote with a nunchuck, because you're so goff".

Anyway, I have had a very persistant headache the last few days. Hopefully it will clear up pretty soon and I'll feel a bit better, and the fresh vegetables I have been eating have helped a lot. 

I am desperately trying to get ready for the Filthy Victorians, without much luck - with the sewing machine so far away, my eyesight getting worse and funds running low, I am fearing I might have to push back the start date a month.

Would you guys hate me if I had to? Life is getting really hectic and I haven't had the opportunity to blog much at all, which I hate, and I need to go out and do a good load of skirt-shopping!

Missing you all desperately, hoping to get some good, interesting blogging done soon!


On a final note, blog lurker and commenter Miss Gothy Girl and I met up a few weeks ago for shopping at Gallery Serpentine. We should never be put together again - we are TERRIBLE for each other! She has started a blog at my insistance - called Clockwork Bats ! Go and follow her, and hopefully she can get this seamstress business underway! I have to say, Nikki is awesome and so much fun! Hoping to stage a get-together when she is down after Christmas.


Much love, and missing you all!


<3

*throws confetti!* NEW

Lack of posting lately has been due to a lack of butt. And computer. But mostly butt. Therein lies the good news. I have a beastly new laptop. Her name is Bessy. I also have a sailor moon cathat and. Well. New stuff. As usual. So it's not really that special. BUT MORE IMPORTANTLY I HAVE A GROWLITHE.

Dat growlithe.

 And also......

RED HAIR

:D

It's a really purply pink hair. And it is all "hooray!". HOORAY.

Also have games now! Portal 2, Bioshock 2, Spore (skdjghbskldgnklgn), and although I have had it for about a week, I can now play my Terry Pratchett game. Discworld Noir. Because. Because yes.

I promise to give more substantial posts in the near future. Ooh, and I'm doing work experience at the comic book shop next week. Speaking of comic book shop, this picture was on the front page of the newspaper the other day.

Hmmmm...

Party on, goths. :D

blargleyargargarg

Evening, my lovely little lynxes. (see what i did there it's called reiteration it emphasises that i heart you) I have been so sorely lacking in posts. D: i am very sorry, but i have been just so tired. I have my glasses now, so i'll definitely be able to get back to my usual rounds of posts and sewing and such excitement.

Sad news, my cat, Sebastian, has been missing for over a week now. He was chased off by his father, neville, who is a stray. I will be watching and searching for him always, and I decide to believe he has simply made friends with another family, as he is so lovely and kind.

My exhaustion has been getting to me more than usual, with headaches, drowsiness and overall feeling of being projected violently from some seamonster's rectum. I have been bothered with my depression and anxiety lately, moreso than usual, made worse by my physical illness.

In company of self, and Delilah (who is in heat and ergo confined inside), I hope to be able to post my new things up soon (there are many. maaaaany many).

HOWEVER do not expect much posting next week. Tuesday is my birthday.

Party on, goths.

<3