Friday, 27 May 2011

School Report - and why I hate bogans

Today's hairstyle is dedicated to Tenebris in Lux!

Today was a pretty reg'luh day. Nothing out of the ordinary. Didn't get there til recess, went and swapped my skirts for bigger ones (they go to my knees now). I have decided to just kind of...not go to D&T. I went to the library instead, and had to resist to write "MR. SHINE - HIM DIAMOND" in small letters on the wall. Instead, I responded to some graffiti in a bathroom ("so and so is a slut who something something she steals boyfriends" "I love how you're blaming her and not the boyfriend who did the cheating. Logic?").

I then went to art. This was a problem.
I walked in, cheery as a bushel of apples, and the class was full of bogans. Things quickly deteriorated. She kept writing things about me being a freak on the board and pieces of paper, and then pegged a pink texta at me and hit me in the eye because I asked what was wrong with being a freak. I really don't understand why.

 Because, really, does being comfortable in my own skin make me a freak? She decided she was going to call me a cunt bitch freak whatever whilst sitting in the windowsill, being a rude cunt, swearing to the teacher, slacking off, breaking school property and just generally being an unpleasant person. And her name is "Billy Joe". Yes. Her. So tell me, Billy Joe, are you that threatened by me that you have to resort to going around and telling the whole year that I'm a total bitch and throwing things? Because a few other people decided to come find out for themselves, and they decided quite differently. Are you so insecure and have such low self esteem that you have to act tough and obnoxious? I'm sorry your dad never hugged you, but really, get over yourself. I don't value myself by what you think. I don't value myself by how many cones I can smoke or how many friends I have. I don't value myself by who I date. I value myself by my actions and my abilities.

My abilities. That's something else. Darling, when you have spent sixteen and a half years nearly completely unable to communicate to the outside world, spending every second of your life unable to tell people of your basic needs, and be unable to tell people, "this is me", and have to dress in a certain way to feel the person you can never tell people about, to show people, rather than tell them, then, and only then, you may comment. When you have suffered, and really suffered, then you may say what you do and don't like. The world is outside of you, and to be honest, it doesn't really care about you.
There. There's that done. Here's my hair from today.


Curly and pinned up in lolita pigtails. My sister's blue/burgandy jacket with crows on it. Fuckyeah.


Me and the Doctor grooving out after school.

I also wore the hot pink gloves I bought yesterday, my longest rainbow socks and my pink and black legwarmers (and fishnets too, of course).

Much love. :3

24 comments:

SaryWalrus said...

You look really, very pretty in your school uniform. You should do a post about how you do your make up because I always wonder.

Kitty Lovett; A Charming Notion said...

>white liquid
>translucent powder
>white or light-coloured pressed powder
>everything else varies

I don't even have any black lipstick anymore. That's lip gloss with black shadow on it.

The Green Fairy said...

Your school uniform is way nicer then what mine was. Yeah don't worry about those idiots. I got myself through school assuring myself that they would fail at life after school ended; and guess what? I'm 21 now and half the bitches in my year are pregnant and/or junkies. So yeah, school is their time so let the babies have their bottles, 'cause once it's over, it's well, over for them :P

Kitty Lovett; A Charming Notion said...

I tell myself that, but it's really hard, because I have CHOSEN to be there, so I can work hard. They don't have to show up to these classes if they don't want to. So why do they show up and ruin it for everyone else? They so obviously don't want to be there.

I want to be pregnant by 21....stop making my housewife aspirations seem retarded! D:

The Green Fairy said...

Well education till year 11 is compulsory now, and if I was a parent there's no way in hell I would pay for a whole year that means nothing unless you go to year 12; so they probably are forcing their children. Plus if they're horrible in their workplaces they'll be fired. And also, it's obvious that you're at the top of the intellectual food chain, so in all likeliness you'll be in charge when they apply for a job and they 'conveniently' might not have the right qualifications. :P Also, YOU'RE FUCKIN' HAWT, so I don't give a shit what they say and also, although I've never been normal, I can vouch for freakdom and it's awesomeness. ^_^

And also, will you be pregnant to someone you love whom also has a promising future or to a crack head who's only breadwinning is done in a back alley? ...and by bread I mean CRACK :P

'cause if it's the former then I'm fine with it, otherwise I may have to take a roadtrip down your way to give you a slap :P

Kitty Lovett; A Charming Notion said...

Daw. I love you. <3 I don't really plan to take a job after school (I have so much trouble dealing with people, it's just not worth the stress).

You can come here and slap me if you want. Dude, I'm into that. I'm home alone too. ;D Making a dedicated-to-you post.

The Green Fairy said...

Yeah jobs take a bit to get used to, but you find ways of dealing with the fuckwits. I see it as character building, and also I try and coax information out of them as to what in their past caused them to become fuckwits. It's funny when they break down and cry and then are really nice to you because you've seen them cry and they're embarrassed :P I want my own business so I can choose who I hire.

Hahaha I should totally come and visit you and the other aussie goths some time. We should have a meet up! Are your family away on holidays as well?

Oh my gawth, are you serial?! ^_^ That's so amazingly sweet of you! Eeeep! Yay! :D

Kitty Lovett; A Charming Notion said...

My sister goes up to her boyfriend's/he comes down here on weekends and her kids go to their dads'. I'm here with the eldest one (who is in deep trouble atm) because his nutcase father threatened to kill my sister when she asked if he could come over this weekend.

You should totally come up and we'll go do sydney stuff. Where abouts are you? o:

The Green Fairy said...

Oh my 0.o Well, um..Good luck with that? At least you get some quiet time!

Coolies! Do you go to the Sydney goth events? I'm in Orange at the moment, it's in country NSW. Are you in...Nowra did you say sometime in the past...perhaps :P My friend's boyfriend lives there.

Kitty Lovett; A Charming Notion said...

I live in Jervis Bay, about 20-ish minutes south of Nowra. :D I'd come to Orange but...i...

I can't think of a lie good enough.

SaryWalrus said...

... -Stalks conversation-

The Green Fairy said...

Naww you don't want to visit me :( I mean I understand that Orange is a hole, I mean I wake up here every morning :P

Hello Sary!

Kitty Lovett; A Charming Notion said...

And I have no way of getting there. XD come to sydney some time later this year, when we're Out And About Goths. We're planning on going to sydney once The Growlithe finishes his job.

The Green Fairy said...

I shall! my friends all go to uni thee anyways. We should go to Shallow Nation or s'mmat! I'm guessing that growlithe is the boyfriend?

Kitty Lovett; A Charming Notion said...

In Heather's terms, yes. He's just Growlithe. x3 wtf is shallow nation? 8>

SaryWalrus said...

It's a club. Yeah, now I feel very random.

Kitty Lovett; A Charming Notion said...

We're too poor, and also young.

The Green Fairy said...

It's a club. are you on facefail? i can invite you to the page

Kitty Lovett; A Charming Notion said...

I am on Facefail. Kitty Rose Lovett. x3

The Green Fairy said...

You guys are so mature, I keep forgetting you're young :P

I'll add you!!

Kitty Lovett; A Charming Notion said...

We are very young. XD our idea of fun in sydney would be high tea and then video games. Possibly with any furries around. Talu'd probably come hang out with us, fursuit and all.

I hope so.

The Green Fairy said...

Sounds great! I love high tea and video games!

Kitty Lovett; A Charming Notion said...

Awesome. We're probably not the people you should go to a nightclub with. Coz like,

>go to nightclub
>take fursuiters
>slowdance to rave techno.

Tenebris In Lux said...

I was threatened outside of school a few days ago. She taunted me and my boyfriend (who is a non-Goth) about how we looked ugly. Okay, fine. But then she was all, "I'm going to fucking beat your ass," and so I reported her. Problem solved :D

I'm sorry you had to go through that, though. People have given me a hard time since I started wearing what I wear. But those people are probably the same shallow girls that cycle through the same guys and act mean because "they rule the school" or something.

+ 5 points for the witty response in the bathroom stall
+5000 points for the Doctor Who mug!

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