The last little while, I have been pretty ill, and things have been pretty crappy. I just haven't had the energy to blog. It's really sucked, since I have supposed to have hung out with Jen and Fairy a lot, but I just...I don't know, don't really feel "there"? I feel boring, bored and tired all the time, despite the fact I usually manage to sleep, what, 10-12 hours a day? My anxiety is getting so much worse, and I just feel like everyone is criticising me, even though they aren't, and are making no indications of it.
My eyesight was horrible this morning. Four five or six hours, I couldn't see anything except for stuff that applied to my reading glasses, and for about two hours before Shaun left for his first night of work since we moved, I couldn't move because I felt like I was being stabbed in the abdomen.
I feel like I'm letting people down and I don't know why. I feel like a total waste of space at the moment, with no job, no prospects and no money. I can't seem to focus on anything, for any amount of time. I miss Tilly and Delilah and the kittens so much, and I won't ever see them again.
I don't know what to do anymore. I hope I can get back to blogging soon. You guys always made me feel better before.
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